So I'm on my vacation currently, and
I thought that it is time for me to write something here. I actually have bunch
of stories to write but I was too lazy to organize my thoughts and turn on
computer.
Here’s summary of the last semester.
Last semester was actually so hard for me. I don’t really know why, I took
classes as many as the 2nd semester of my freshman year which means
that I just listened to average number of classes. Also timetable was super-fine,
I liked it very much, since it did not make any time wastes. However, my stress
level got higher and higher, and when it came to finals, my head tried to
blast. The result, my grade got lower than before, more stress I get, the lower
grade I get. I mean, when I was in freshman year, I got great grade even though
I didn’t fully focus on studying majors, I even did not go to school for a
month since I worked as a translator in Incheon Asian game. So it came so
weird. Doing nothing than the before, leading it to lower grade.
Keep thinking about it, I thought
that the problem was that there were several subjects that did not fit well
with me. I am not good at memorizing theories, and there were two subjects dealing
with memorizing theories-Organizational Behavior, and Criminology. In organizational
behavior, I had no motivation in studying hard- To tell you the reason why, in
the class of organizational behavior, I ruined my team project: To choose a
leader and show how their leadership was effective. Our group chose Hong
Myung-Bo, who was the coach of Korean soccer team before. We wanted to show how
he worked well as a coach, and why he had to resign- The both sides of his
leadership. The aim of the project, and the theme was good. However team work
was the problem. As I am not good at yelling at people, even though my
teammates did not finish on the time, I couldn’t yell at them to finish on
time. I just kept asking “Hey are you done? Can you do it by tomorrow?” So the
project did not finish on the time, and I was so angry, on the side, I was so
spiritless. Not only that, but also the class was super-boring. Professor did
nothing but read the script she made. Would she know that her class was the most
boring class I ever took? I mean literally everyone in the class slept during
the class. For these reasons, I sincerely had no motivation in studying the
subject. I hope I get a bit interest in the class when I take the class again
Criminology. Actually it was the best
class I ever took. The theories were great, and it was class that I learned a
lot. It was just that, I was not good at memorizing theories. On the test day,
what I could remember was just outline of each theory, not the full content. I
think that’s the reason why I got low grade in this class, but I have no regret
in taking this class. It was great to meet people from other major, listen to
their thoughts. It’s just that… I got a low grade L
Well, reading back my writing, I think
that I am thinking my last semester so negatively. True, since the grade gave
me big shock, and currently I’m in chaos- I am not sure what subjects to
listen, how to study in next semester. But it's not that I did not enjoyed last semester. Except those two subjects, I really enjoyed the other classes such as Principles of marketing. Loved team project, really had fun.
One thing for sure is
that I am not going to spend my precious time like last semester. I am going to
try out for diverse activity. I think the main reason why I did not enjoy last
semester is that I did not do diverse activities and only spend my time on
listening to lecture, doing homework- I wasn’t energetic, or vigorous. I hope I
spend next semester energetically.
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