2015년 4월 4일 토요일

Dealing with stresses

It's 4:12 AM and I could not sleep yesterday, and even today. I have so much stuffs to think about, and everytime I close my eyes and try to sleep, I can't.

My first stress is midterm. Actually this would be the stress for all the students out there... I have team projects that I have to deal before midterm. Preparing for midterm and working for team project is not an easy job as I thought it would be. Even though I finish my work, I keep check if everything is okay, and worry if there might be mistake. So this, currently stresses me out. I think this is because I have to keep tension all day, and even in weekends!!!

Second stress, is about preparing for big contest. I(or me and my team) have to write 20 pages about one topic that would make society a better place, and it should not be the topic that has been written before. I can not think of one that would make society a better place. Me and my team first thought of benchmarking "Original Unverpackt", a Germany's crowdfunding company. To explain a bit about Original Unverpackt, this grocery store aims to reduce the colorful packages that you see in normal grocery store. However, our team thought that this does not fit in Korea since Korea's culture is different from them. In Korea, people consume food such as Kimchi and Tofu, and as we discussed, we have no ways or ideas to store them without packages. So I have to go to school tomorrow to discuss "THE NEW TOPIC." I am stressed of creating new idea in such a short time. It's not that I am stressed of meeting people to discuss about topic.

Maybe this is another thing that I am stressed of, but I am not sure of it- it is that Accounting class is super hard. Even I am listening to the best professor in field of Accounting in this university, I can not understand it, and everytime I use calculator on same formula, it gives different number (wth..) So literally, I am stuck. When I solve the quiz, my answer is only the different answer from others. This actually drives me super crazy.

I wonder how to deal all my stresses. It's okay that I have stresses, it is just that I can not sleep... I really want to go bed and take a deep sleep but I just can't. Is it some kind of insomnia? I am not sure, but it is definitely true that I need to overcome this stresses and try to get a deep sleep. Or maybe, I just need a little bit of break, but sadly, I won't have time to take time and enjoy life until my midterm, or maybe even after the midterm since loads and loads of assignments and team projects are waiting for me. Still, I really, really need time to rest....

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