Summary of March

So it has been like a month since I had my own time to think and write about things that are going happening around me. I was currently busy in school- new semester is always busy.

Sophomore year is harder than what i thought. I thought I could deal with all the courses that I had to take. But it is kind of stressful as there are so many homeworks, bunch of stuffs to review, team project and so on. I am listening to 5 courses for major and four of them has team project. I am leader of two of them. I mean, I do not hate being leader in team project. It's just that I don't like to push people to do something, keep asking them "Are you done with your work? When would it be finished?"

I am not sure that if team project and dealing with massive amount of material makes me to spend a lot of time studying and working than freshman year. I did not started any other new activities (I actually quit some), but I am already getting piled up with things to do. Oh actually, thinking back I did started something new. I started working out from January, and I joined boxing club in school. That's all. It is just that but I feel way more stressed than before when dealing with all the stuffs that I have to do.

If I have something that work as vitamin to my life, is working out. After working out, I feel super-happy strangely. I am not sure why, I just feel that way. So whenever I am stressed out, I go to gym and workout for an hour. I think I release my stress during workout process. Boxing, is another way to release my stress. It is very fascinating sport. At first I was scared as it looked like 'manly' sport, but as time goes on I got to love this sport. I am pretty sure that everyone in this country would love this sport if they pay a little attention to the sport "Boxing". I don't know how to express why boxing is such a fascinating sport, but if you actually learn it, you will fall in love.

I have been also thinking about double majoring the other major. I want to learn something different, and I want to know what interestes me the most. I have been thinking about double majoring Chinese, or Education. I am currently listening to sociology class and international relation class, but it does not fit me as I thought. I love something that has answer, but those class has a lot of different views for one issue. I am not even sure what question would be in tests or how I should write the anwers.

If you ask why Chinese, language is actually the thing that interestes me the most. Last winter vacation I studied Chinese a bit, and it was really fascinating. People say that it is hard to remember all the letters and learn the accents. It is true, but it is fascinating. Also the population of chinese people are massive, and the importance and the power of China in the world is getting bigger and stronger, it is worth it.

About double majoring education, I thought I was interested in teaching students since I love kids, but that was not true. I had chance to teach students in academy but it gave me super hard time- they never listened to me. Probably I could have make them listen to me but the principle forced me to control those kids without any preaching... I wonder if I could do better job if I was under different principle. I still love kids though... Not only that, being a teacher gives you stable life. Even though I am not sure if I love teaching kids, it would give me stability.

Next month, I would be busy with midterm. Time flies faster than what I thought. After midterm finishes, final would be waiting, and after final is finished, summer vacation would be waiting for me. I should get ready planning what to do in summer vacation, find out what interests me the most, decide if I want to double major other courses, if yes, what subject I should major.